Thinking about Lizzy

After I had arrived at Rosings I had the pleasure of meeting Miss. Bennet once again. I cannot stop the feelings that I have for her, so maybe if I avoid her these feeling will go away. It has been a week and I still love her, I know that my family will not allow this, but maybe if  she and I were to marry, then my family will like her. I am going to ask her for her hand in marriage tomorrow and i hope that she will say yes.